桔子花开之日便是我接单之时

文章作者:管理员 发布时间:2018-01-05 09:39:05 浏览次数:119次

在着手写本文章之前,我想感谢两个人,他们分别是我的老板和上司。很感激他们对我的用心栽培和不离不弃。当看到这个标题的时候也许大家都会觉得奇怪,一颗橘子树跟接单怎么扯上关系了呢?

Before writing this article, I want to show my gratitude to my boss and chief inspector for their diligent cultivation and they never abandon me. Seeing this title, perhaps you will feel weird if there is any relation between an orange tree and my orders.

 

四五年前,我刚大学毕业不久便来到了现在的公司,当时的我跟很多刚走出校门的学子一样,年轻气傲、目中无人,管他老板还是领导上司,只要不越轨,不伤天害理,我就是要按照自己的方式我行我素,一副天真无知,世界皆我大,初生牛犊不怕虎的样子。但慢慢地发现不仅自己工作能力不足,也不能和领导、同事很好地相处,用现在流行的一句话总结就是:脾气比能力大。

Four or five years ago, I came to the current company not long after my graduation. I was as young and supercilious and as other graduates. I didn’t care about my boss or my superiors. That’s fine only if I didn’t do anything excessive. I just persisted my way and I was so innocent that I feared nothing until I found that I was incompetent and unable to get along well with my leaders and colleagues. In a conclusion, I was bad-tempered with inadequate capacity.    

 

时至今日,让我内心触动最大,至今也无法忘记的是,曾经因为我的无知和粗鲁让老板在会议上当场发飙,当时的我瞬间懵逼,内心很是愧疚,又不知所措,但那也是我第一次感受到,除家人以外的第一个“外人”会因我而牵动出这么大的情绪,当时除了内心的愧疚却又另一种莫名的情愫,甚至可以形容为小窃喜,因为那是类似亲人间“恨铁不成钢”的情绪,只有真正关心和在意自己的人才会有。如果换做是别的老板,也许我当即就应该要卷包袱走人了吧,但庆幸的是我没有。也是从那以后我开始有意识地收敛自己的脾性,但一个人的改变哪里是你想像的那么容易?

Even to this day, I can still reminisce that day when I drove my boss mad at the meeting on account of my ignorance and surliness. I was dumbfounded just at that moment before feeling ashamed and uneasy while it was the first time as well for me to sense that apart from my families, an outsider could be so emotional because of me. At that moment, I was not only ashamed but also felt another kind of emotion, happiness. They are exasperated at you when you can’t succeed and only those who have concerns for you will possess such an emotion. I might just pack up and leave if my boss was anyone else. Fortunately, I didn’t. Since then I have restrained my temper consciously but is it really easy to make a change?

 

“你以为公司是你的,想怎样就怎样吗?出去!”上司的办公室传出对我咆哮的声音,当我垂头丧气从他的办公室出来的时候,甚至能幻想出大家当时内心的嘀咕:这下连上司也一起得罪了,你总该走人了吧……但庆幸的是我没有……

“What? You thought the company is yours? You’re gonna do whatever you want? Get out!” There came my chief inspector’s roar in the office. When I got out of the office, I could even imagine my colleagues were whispering inwardly: Now that you have pissed off the chief inspector, you should leave...... Well, I didn’t fortunately......

 

诸如此类的事情太多太多了,我甚至不能想象老板和领导是抱着怎样宽宏的心态去接纳这么一个顽固倔强的员工,无法追溯自己当初是顶着多厚的脸皮留了下来。但我永远记得,我没有放弃,也没有被放弃……

There are so many examples of the sort that I can’t even imagine how magnanimous my boss and superior were to adopt such a stubborn and obstinate person and I can’t retrospect how thick-skinned I am to stay. But one thing I can still remember is that I didn’t give up and neither did my leaders......

 

有一天老板交给我一个特殊的任务,指着一颗主干已经枯死的桔子树对我说:你要照顾好它,负责把它救活。虽然心有不解,但既然是老板交代的任务也不敢懈怠,甚至还亲自上网查阅了很多相关资料,从最开始的一个枯木头,慢慢爆出一个小芽,续而两个,三个…… 历时一年,桔子树竟然开花了,老板看了看对我说:看来你最近很快就会有新订单了。果不其然,我的业绩也随着桔子花开而渐渐进入属于我的小春天。而更为神奇的是,就像是心电感应一样,每当桔子花开的时候我就会有新的订单……

One day, my boss assigned me a special task. She pointed at an orange tree with its trunk withered and ask me to take good care of it and bring it back to life. Although I was puzzled, I wouldn’t and dared not to be sluggish and I even checked the related data on the internet. It sprouted constantly and a year went by, the orange tree miraculously blossomed. My boss watched and told me mysteriously that, “It seems that you are going to have new orders.” My spring was coming as expected with the orange tree blooming. And more surprisingly, just like telepathy, I got orders every moment the orange tree blossomed......  

 

当然我并不否认世界上可能真的有某些神秘力量的存在。但经过一段时间的思考,再对比以前的自己,自从开始打理桔子树,自己确实变得比以前更有耐心,慢慢开始对领导交代的事情也更加上心,做事情也变得更加积极主动,同时经过与花草的接触,自己也会感觉心情放松,慢慢地心境也开始发生了变化,不会像以前那么烦躁或者急躁。长期坚持下来,很多东西慢慢也就形成了自己一种比较好的习惯,续而这种习惯又开始慢慢改变着我的思维模式,从而把这种影响带到了工作当中,渐渐地也就影响了工作效果。很多事情看似跟工作无关,但其实道理是想通的。我很感激能能遇上肯如此用心栽培自己的领导,没有让我在死胡同里撞得头破血流,而是引导我从另外一个角度走出阴霾。也希望大家能够在生命中遇到并珍惜那些能改变自己,让你变得越来越好的人。

Without doubt, there might be actually some kind of mystical power in the world. But I find that I have grown up with patience since I fostered the orange tree. I begin paying more attention to tasks my leaders assign to me and I become more and more initiative. Meanwhile, I feel relaxed through accompanying the plant. I am not bad-tempered as I used to be any more. Through the long-term perseverance, my habits are formed which have change my thinking mode gradually and apply it to the work. There are a million of things which seem irrelated with the work but the same goes for the principle. I’m glad that I can meet such a great leader who can carefully cultivate me and didn’t abandon me in the dead end but lead me out of the haze. I hope that all of you can come across and cherish those who can alter you in a good way.